Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Waiting to Exhale


Today is a day of waiting ....
Waiting to hear from Dad's lead Dr. in Ottawa ...
Waiting to find out if his platelets can be elevated enough to withstand surgery...
Waiting for the Doctors to study the CT Scans of Dad's hip to find out if there is enough bone left to affix pins to - so that his hip may be repaired...
Waiting to find out if Dad will spend the rest of his life in a chair ....
Waiting to find out if Dad will ever walk again...
Waiting to find out if (not) then will Dad spend the rest of his life babbling incoherently ... drugged ... through the extreme elevation of pain medications ....
Waiting to find out if the cancer is winning ....
Waiting to Exhale.